saera

sigh

2008-05-27T22:45:00.002+08:00

*sigh*
i am super confused now,, i don't know who is saying the truth and who is lying to me
the only thing i know is that something was exaggerated by someone and it hurt me very bad
i am still thinking if i can be friend with her again after this
i don't think can,,
i'm already disappointed and even though we can be friends again, i think i will never forget this
it was so sudden and i really didn't know that the person was thinking me in that way
maybe because of the betrayal i felt?
i appreciate that the person told me what she said about me but still i can't fully trust her
what should i do?

by the way
yesterday was really fun haha
me, ellissa, brenda and euphe went to aikping's house to do ROCs project and after ellissa left, we played in the pool
i luv the dolphin tube!!!!
oneday i will buy the same dolphin!!!!
uh,,,,,,,,,,, i think my mum will say that i am crazy,,,,,,,,,,,LOL

i updated my blog

2008-05-25T21:09:00.002+08:00

FINALLY

i updated my blog after like one month of absence

it is all because of jacklyn that a lazy person like me have decided to update my blog haha

anw ROCs 2 is over

frankly speaking, i really enjoyed ROCs 2

it will be forever etched in my mind and i appreciate everything i experienced whatever it is i mean

friendship can be one of them

anw ROCs2 was great before the last day

before i heard abt someone who loves to gossip and hurt other people

okay,, i am one of people who are hurt and i hate this kind of hypocritical people

that person has been so mean to me without any reason that i can understand and i can't stand her anymore

now she is denying what she had done but i DO NOT trust her

EXAM IS OVER!

2008-05-03T18:04:00.002+08:00

i am so glad that the exam is over even though we have a history test left,,
LS was as hard as i expected ( in fact, harder,,,) and i think chem was very easy
actually chem was so disappointing and i only used half an hour to finish it!!
i will be surprised if i can't get higher than 50 in chem
oh, i don't expect more than 40 in LS,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

so,,, after the exam jia qi, ama and i went to westmall and bought gifts for ama's sister and friends we also ate ice kachang(??) and ice jelly. ice jelly was nice but red ruby which i ordered was really horrible
i only ate ICE!!!!

anyway it was quite fun and i also watched "The forbidden kingdom" with family in the evening
personally i liked the movie but it's a bit childish
KUNG FU!!!!!

hahah i wish i can learn it and use it to hit my brother

i am going to study science finally!

2008-04-29T19:28:00.002+08:00

i think today was okay,,, one of the problems i had was solved
and after that i was quite happy but very soon i faced one more problem

anyway

i feel better than yesterday and i think i can study science in this mood
thank god i can finally concentrate on what i am reading

massagetojiaqiandsiying
iamsorryformeddlingandiwilljustleavethisproblemtoyouguysfromnowon
ifyoufeltirritatediamsosorry,,,

i feel sick

2008-04-27T19:21:00.003+08:00

i think something is wrong with my life
why do i always have some problems? and why is there nothing i can do?
i really hope that everything will be fine and i will be able to get over it

the thing is that it is not that simple,,,,,,,,

i feel sick,,,,,i just want to hide in a place where no can can find and interrupt me

a young guitarist

2008-04-25T20:10:00.004+08:00

this is a video of a ten-year-old boy playing the acustic guitar
he's so small yet he plays quite well
anyway he is also so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
okay...... the song is CANON
i guess everyone knows that song (it is my favourite classic!)

tired

2008-04-24T20:24:00.003+08:00

whoa i spent more than 1hour just to find a new skin and spent another two hours to edit it
why is it so hard!!!!!

anyway today was quite good ,,,i think?
i did my tuition homework while poor chloe, ama, grace and brenda were having test!
haha
i like chinese( i mean chinese class not chinese itself!)
it's my free time! lol
after school i went to kap with jia qi and studied science
actually we didn't study hard and just talked but it was still fun!

i can see that my mom glaring at me ........ cus i used com for more than 3hours

I MADE MY BLOG!

2008-04-23T22:48:00.003+08:00

hey all
i finally made my blog and now i can publish the post :)
thanx to jia qi for helping me and teaching me

today i felt sick in the morning so i went to the sickbay in the general office
the smell was not so bad but teachers kept coming into the room!
it was so irritating........
anyway i slept from 7:30 to 9:40 and went back to the classroom for chinese
cus chinese is so much fun (sorry for chloe and ama and brenda lol i always disturb them)
and i heard that during TPC the teacher came and asked abt the history test
whoa our school is like super strict!
i shall not talk about it cus it makes me feel very stressed

okay,,,, i think i better go and sleep................
so tired (utterly spent haha)